Love · Me

I am sad. I watched CNN and it made me scared. The country should prepare for the bird flu to hit. Now, I just so happen to adore chicken. I eat it almost every time I get the chance. Up to 1.6 million U.S. people could be killed by the bird flu if it hits us. They say the hospitals would be filled up and everything could get out of control if that many people become sick and start dying. In other depressing news, an estimated 18,000 people have died in Asia as the result of the latest major earthquake. That is so many damn people. From mudslides, they say an entire town in Guatemala could be dead. I am scared as hell. Last week in church, the lesson was about the end of the earth. Our pastor believes the end is any day. He thinks we are in the last hour of the last day. He says everything that the bible says that needs to happen for the end to be here, has happened. The tragedy that occurs on a daily basis is insane. I hope I have the chance to graduate and have a career. And get my man. I've waited a long time to not get him. But after hearing today's news, I am sad. And I am so scared.

The best parts of today:
1) I weighed myself...124. I am down from 135 over the summer. Happy, happy joy, joy!
2) Precious winking at me
3) a new episode of SNL with musical guest Ashlee Simpson. She is back to blonde hair, but still dresses like trash. SNL actually gave her another shot to fuck up. She actually sang, but her voice still sounded like shit. Poor girl. Please don't spend lots of money buying clothes that make you look homeless. Its not fashionable. Its not cute. It is ugly. And not just ugly. Its stupid. And I hate you for having my name. And you need a nose job, dear Ashlee. And please don't dance like a wanna be rock star. You'll never be a rock star.

Oh yeah, my parents are so fucking tacky.

Okay, I am finished bitching.

Goodnight.

I want to fall asleep in your arms.

For now, I'll just fall asleep.